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Salam Aidilfitri

spring cleaning is almost done. saturday hev to chop chop finish up the kitchen and my room den off to deliver mom's last batch of kueh. if time permits, i shall quickly scan thru the shops to find my black long skirt *if still required* getting shits for past few days. some mutterfarter has pass some remarks about me. SINCE YOU SAW ME, COME UP TO ME U BOZZO!!! tak paham kenapa sesetengah manusia ni tak pandai tapi pandai pandai. tak ada cerita dibuat buat cerita. bulan baik hari baik ni. iskh. tak mengapa...whoever you are, i forgive you and of course i excoos you for behaving in a typical minah/ mat yoyo way, not clarifying what you saw and make things bad *sweeps dirt under the carpet* ok all good now. boo :(

im taking this opportunity to wish
ALL MUSLIMS A SALAM AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.
enjoy the long holidays people....


I know I tend to get so insecure~~
It doesn't matter anymore~~~
It's not always rainbows and butterflies~~~
It's compromise that moves us along~~~
My heart is full and my door's always open~~~
You can come anytime you want~~~

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