It happened again, slightly after midnight. The disaster which had previously claimed hundreds thousands of lives. Thankfully, no tsunami so far. This time I felt the pressure. Practically can't get any sleep last nite. The boy was in the middle of the sea, doing anchorage somewhere near India and the damn kookoo handphone was out of range most of the time. He called back slightly after 3am, saying he is ok but still I couldn't sleep after that. 6am was up and heard the news. No tsunami. Reached the office at 8.30am. Checked the news site and confirmed, no tsunami. Intended to call him at 11am but he sms around 10am saying all is good and we have been in touch every couple of hours. My body is still shaking and seriously I don't have the mood to work today...
Once again, the heart shattered 💔 Just into the 4th day of 2019, the crush was crushed. Making a silent prayer every single day for an opportunity to shed some light and pave the right path, hopefully together. It might just be an ambitious prayer on my end but no being knows what God has planned for them. It will take time to place the broken pieces together again. Hand over heart, I felt weaker. No answers to why I felt reluctant to budge from the spot. Neither have I garner enough strength to verify the information. For now, I choose to remain where I am as the wound gets mended. My little elves will be around from time to time to sew that deep wound. Once it gets healed, I shall bury that heart while I continue praying in silence. #prayforranger #whichkingdomareyou 💔 #doayangbaikbaik #MM
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