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Dreams

monday morning was started with a negative vibe. not realizing why i had dreamt about someone from the past. a worrying sign as i hate having dreams. especially when i know it has a high chance of coming true. i wonder why i don't get wet dreams instead. hmmph. anyway back to the dream, i hope the person in the dream is doing fine and i won't be surpised to bump into him in the next couple of days. take care...

the boy is away in china for most probably a month. perfect timing i would say. july would be a rather busy month with plans to be tied up and ready for execution very soon. will also try to fit in bbdc sessions into the what seems like a packed month already. since the boy is not in town, time management would be far easier i guess.


on a lighter note, im lovin' it....
something from tiffany & co. will be a great birthday present dun u think!
heheheh...evil? no...just suggesting =)
huh perlini silver's??! =/
happy playing police & thief lah...

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