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I'm not strong afterall

I could not take the pressure anymore and crumbled. The title says it all...I'm not as strong as I seems to be. I over-stretched myself that was what some people said. People play bangsat with me so I learnt from the best to protect myself. Maybe....maybe only I will play with them so they will learn not to play bangsat with me.

Today, I started off with the right foot. I did what I was told to do. I felt covered. At the end of yesterday, my heart felt lighter after letting those steam out. Lunch was actually my reward as I got to eat what I want. That's the benefit for being the youngest...I think. Haha.

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