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In-between

I recalled playing the game in-between during the last CNY celebration. Now, I am not playing the game. I am really caught in-between. The boy kept emphasizing that what is wrong will be wrong. He kept asking why do I want to defend the wrong. Just can't make him see the angle where I am coming from. In the end, turn right kena bang, turn left also kena bang. So I just stayed in-between and let myself be squashed. I picked up the famous line from an engineer, die lor...go also die never go also die. So die lorrrr...

Since I have decided to just let myself be squased, I turn my attention to my coming trip instead. I am on holiday mood that I have yet to prepare my handover list. Will try to rush something out by this weekend and prepare a welcome kit for my new colleague. I look forward to working with her and I just have this sense that she is the one. The one I have chemistry with, the one that will not leave me in distress out of the blue.

Now, when do I start packing....

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