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Lean on me....lean on who?

I am really tied down with work even during the weekend. No matter how busy I was, I still felt that I missed the boy. It has only been 1 week but I missed him lots. Maybe because his phone is out of range hence no funny and kick ass sms-es from him. No sms-es that makes my day. No sms-es that makes me smile even when I am down. No sms-es that keeps me going for the day. Last nite, a guy fren dropped me an sms to find out how was I doing and to find out when was the boy coming back. Made me sad coz he just reminded me of the boy....again. But managed to get some updates and feedbacks on the happenings around that I didn't have time to even bother about. Overall, I just need the boy to be back to hear about my squashed time table and make me laugh and drag me to the gym to work those frustrations out. I miss the boy lots... :'(

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