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What am I suppose to say?

I just feel different today when everyone is back in the office. The big guy noticed that I didn't talk much during lunch. He asked whether I'm ok. What am I suppose to say? No, I'm not ok? You got to choose, its either her or me? Crazy, next moment my letter will come in. So, I kept my cool. The boy, though far away was all ears and kept cracking jokes and sending funky sms-es. These made me smile and laffed my head off. Of course, the big guy noticed it too and asked what's with the cheeky smile as I read my sms. What am I suppose to say? My love one is cracking funny jokes to help me forget about the politics in the office? Hahah. I am not that crazy. I am now working towards a "sui" closure and after that, so long good bye...

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