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Trespasser beware!

and so we are back....
enjoy....yes
fun....yes
feeling sore....yes balls
feeling VERY sore.....yes fck
that particular someone *coffs*
arrrgghhhh!!!!
it will all start with a fck-ing SMS....den dere will be a phone call
den one thing will led to another den the rest...i don't want to fck-ing think

i should make a sign which reads:

TRESPASSER WILL BE PROSECUTED

yeah people might say its harmless
but after those fck-ing shits i went through
darn nothing seems harmless
everything is done with a fck-ing motif
when i fck-ing hate means i hate...shooooo go away and don't even dare fck-ing look back

talking about back....
before the sore subsides
sunday afternoon has to rub into it
the sight of her back is enough to make me go fck-ing arrrgghhh!!!!
while the other is going awwwww ( i think)
it would be a lie wouldn't it if one said they felt nothing

thereafter the mention of her name is enough to make my blardy blood boil
seems that i am beginning to hate the fck-ing colour pink!
and 7-11 too...
add energizer to the list....
and of course on top of my list would be a particular brand...

so what to do...just smack a fck-ing FAKE smile and swallow all those pain whenever her name is mentioned
who else but only me will know how fck-ing PAIN taste like

i should come close and tell that person straight in the face im not fck-ing happy so better fck-ing lay off
else why don't just take him back and fck-ing save me of any other further blardy pain

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